February 2012
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August 2011
15 posts
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the smell of your skin lingers on me.
It’s crazy. My mind is scattered. With each passing moment, my heart aches with the same familiar feeling. Everyday I find myself putting things off for another day. I don’t know exactly what I’m waiting for. In two weeks I will be moving to a new city.. all alone. As usual, I’m having second thoughts on my decisions once again. Maybe it’s the image of you in tears,...
July 2011
11 posts
weeeenhi:
Sometimes I wish I never dated anyone. Simply because each time, I feel like it loses its significance. In a sense, I would want someone to feel special but I’m not saying because I have, that it makes them less to me.
I just would want them to be my first everything. To have no history with anyone else but the person I’m with.
What done is done and all I have is to let the person in...
“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to...”
– John Lennon (via ireadintothings)
My ex? Yeah, I'd still hit that. Only this time,...
LOLOLOLOLOLOL, ya feel me?
"Any system that views a female as something less...
powerlesbian:
- Barbara G. Walker, pg 25, Restoring the Goddess
June 2011
2 posts
the knots on the rope.
I’m the type to say I’m independent and mean it. I’m the type that likes to be self-sufficient and strives to outdo male counterparts in my life. I’m the type to pull myself out of rock bottom and come back 10x harder. I’ll admit it, I do have faults. Being who I am has many downfalls. I never let any of it get to me. I wake up every morning happy that I am still...
May 2011
3 posts
creating my own happiness.
Relationships. Everyone’s drama is around relationships. Not necessarily romantic relationships, but every kind of relationships. Business, family, acquaintance , enemies and strangers.
Talk. That’s all people ever do. Its not the lack of compatibility, but the lack of communication. Words are powerful.. but often, they are expressed in the wrong way, or to the wrong people. When...
loving you is easy.
Its easy to love someone who has sacrificed so much for you. Its easy to love someone you feel completely comfortable with. Its easy for me to love you. Its easy to promise my loyalty and my love to you, for the rest of my life. That isn’t what I struggle with. I struggle with letting myself be loved. Opening up after I’ve been hurt so many times. I don’t blame you. We’re...
April 2011
3 posts
to: the most insecure, manipulative, scandalous...
Throughout all my struggles, and my troubles.. through the storm and the rain and everything that is thrown my way. I survived, without you by my side. I’m still smiling, not because I want to fake it and appear strong. The truth is, I am strong. I’m strong because I am not afraid of nothing, even showing my true emotions. This… is my true emotions. I’ve gotten farther than...
Junethea Crystal Centeno: Time heals all wounds. →
junetheacenteno:
It is never easy, and it usually always is really painful. Just remember that other people can relate to you, and you aren’t the only one going through the pain you feel. Don’t close yourself from other people, even if you feel like you’re alone and have no one to turn to. Don’t keep all your…
This is coming from a girl that passed away less than 24 hours ago. Condolence...
I fucken hate your guts.
I can’t believe how stupid I was to even think about trusting you again. You are shady, you say one thing and do another. You preach God with your words and disobey him with your actions. Did you think I wouldn’t find out? If you going to be so deceiving and manipulative, at least have the decency to try to cover it up. If there isn’t enough reason for you to drop you now, then...
March 2011
1 post
I forgive you.
Sometimes, I do nothing at all but sit for hours and think. I rethink every single word you said to me. I’ve had lots of time to do that. I try to dissect each statement into it’s component and recompose it in different ways to find a way to understand. What do you mean, I’m not good enough. I’m not up to your level. Trying to tell me that when I’m doing better than...
February 2011
2 posts
I did it, I finally did it.
It’s been months. months of the familiar feeling. My mind’s racing, my hearts jumping out of my chest. I hate decisions, I hate deciding if the whether or not the ‘possibilities’ are actually realistic. The problem is I can’t even handle the slight possibilities. I wonder if the choice I make would be worth the sacrifices. I wondered if you cared. I made my decision...
January 2011
1 post
I miss you.. but I try not to cry.
I’ll admit it, I wasn’t always there for you.. but I just thought you had it all together. Its hard to imagine someone as strong as you, needing anybody. Especially a little young girl like me.
I didn’t always call you back when I said I would. I didn’t come see you, I didn’t listen to you. I know you always wanted what was best for me, but I wasn’t going to...
December 2010
6 posts
I remember you telling me how much you loved her.. how you willing to give her everything. You stop, and took a drag from your cigarette. The familiar smell began to fill the room. I saw a single tear fall from your eye when you confessed you never stopped loving her ever since she left. For a moment I was jealous.. Never once in my young life have I ever experienced that kind of love. I asked...
shake my fucken head.
STINGY PEOPLE. I can’t stand cheap people. I mean If you don’t have something, that you don’t.. that’s not a crime. Not everyone is as fortunate. I cannot stand people who have their own things, but continuously rely on or depend on other people. It’s really fucken annoying.
NEEDY PEOPLE. No, I cannot be there to attend to your wishes 24/7. I have a life, I have a...
No longer inlove. Unavailable. I'll no longer be...
These days.. I hardly feel anything at all.
I find myself in a state of pre-occupying myself with thoughts all the time. Negative and postive mixed all together. The days seem to all come together, I no longer keep track of what day it is. I feel nothing, nothing at all. I am numb. Everything in my life is going well.. but nothing can make me completely happy anymore. I feel empty, not sad. My life is changed.. I’m now living life as...
I've blocked out the past for a good reason. When...
true story.
November 2010
11 posts
you are the only exception.
I’ll admit, I do not know you well enough, but you intrigue me.. I want to know you. I want to read you inside out. I want to say I know you better than anyone. We put on an act, pretending that we do not want anything to do with each other. The thought of you and me, in the same sentence, the same place, or simply the same.. is simply obscure. I won’t lie, I find myself thinking about you.....
sometimes, the one who holds your heart, and your...
jraphael: i need a girl who'll look past what... →
classick-:
cause i know for a fact you gon’ hear shit about me. people are gonna talk about my past and talk like i’m never gonna change or twist stories to make me look bad. but that’s fine. that’s life; people talk… and shit i won’t blame you for taking what you hear into consideration cause it’s nearly…
mellokitty:
I cannot stand people who formulate their opinions and judgments from other people’s opinions and gossip, rather than the real facts. If you’re going to argue about a point, can you at least support your argument with YOUR opinion? Instead of jumping onto the hate or love bandwagon simply because all your friends are doing the same, give your opinion, not theirs. That’s more...
One day I woke up and you passed away..
I never had the time to mourn. I never had the time to sit down and cry. I never had time for any of that shit, because life goes on like nothing ever happened. It’s hard, going on with my day.. it’s hard sleeping at night. I find myself talking about you unconciously or spacing out. At night I hear you voice, and it frightens me. Why are you haunting me? Did you not want me to be...